First blog - just to say hello

I want to say hello to all my friends & family that want to follow my blogs. This is something I have wanted to do since one of my friends showed me a couple years ago. Well, here I am. Enjoying some quiet time (my time from about 9pm to 11/12 every night) Don't get me wrong I LOVE my man and our babies. I am SO glad to be back in my routine....ie....holidays over, kids back to school, "routine" back to normal. I have learned in the past 2 years that I now am able to tell someone exactly how I feel. I used to be the one who held everything in until I was sick....Well, the past almost 3 years now, I have gone through 2 pretty big deals and learned that I need to stick up for myself and not be "walked on" any longer. So, thats who I am today. (not sure my point it that statement, except that this blog is going to help me continue doing that. This blogger site is also perfect for those family members that you don't want looking at your myspace well because most of the ones I am talking about don't have one. HAHA!!

So, an update....hmmmm, well, I turned the big 3-0 in november, yeah it was a hard one for me. I just got SUPER drunk, had a wonderful time and now I am okay because well there is nothing I can do about it. My daughter, Baylee is almost ONE!!!! Are you kidding me, where did the time go. I love the stage she is at, but I WANT MY BABY BACK!!!! At least I have friends with babies newly born or on the way!!!! As for Bill and I we are doing the best we have....we've had a couple issues, but we are doing awesome! I can't even explain how much I love this man! We just recently won custody of his daughter, Kendra. BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO HER and US! Doesn't take much when the mother was pretty much "where do I sign" blah blah and blamed it on ME to our attorney, whatever dumb snaggletooth b*tch. I have my son full time except every other weekend. And of course Baylee is here too. YAY ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY!!!!

I have also been blessed in being reconnected with some super ladies from my past. Diandra, you are awesome. I just LOVE you! You are a WONDERFUL friend. We have yet to go out adult style, but one day soon? She is always there for me. I feel I am there for her too. Another wonderful lady, Shawna, went to highschool with her and her husband, Jason. Then, after graduation and things people just grow apart. Thankfully, here we are in contact again. Such a small world to have to friends that have gone through having a "preemie". Knowing you are and weren't alone. Grows a special bond that we will have forever. I am looking for so many fun times together with our kids and being able to watch them all grow. Thank you ladies for being a part of my life!

I will chill on this blog for now. Time to get ready for bed! Will post more later! Thanks all for reading. Good night.